I don't know what's goin' on!!! My face is getting a lot of pimples lately. I havn't been eating chocolate, or anything like that. Right now, on the side od my nose, I have a HUGE knot underneath the skin. This thing is MONDO. If you look at my face head on, you can see the my nose is a little crooked (or, even more than normal). You know that ad for ...um...I think it's Car Insurence, with the kid with the yearbook picture and that HUGE zit on the side of his nose? Well, that's gonna be me in two days. Maybe it's my raging teenage hormones. But why NOW?! I just don't understand it. I've used every mask, scrub, and soap in my arsenal of face products, and nothing has happend (except the zit gets bigger!). I even used my Rapid Clear stuff. When I use RC at night, I KNOW that when I wake up my face will be clear. I've used it the past two nights and this zit still remains, clinging to the side of my nose. It hurts a lot, too.
I'm really tired tonight. I'm thinking of going to bed right now (7:11 pm). But, I know that if I do, I'll wake up at 3 am, and not be able to go back to sleep. Ugh. I could always clean my room.....but where's the fun in that?!
Monday, October 11, 2004
Or...
I made a new cd, instead of studying or working on my English paper. I mean, who really cares about the Byzentine Empire, or my shadowing experience? Well, I guess Mack and Mrs. R care...but I don't.
I also watched a show on ABC-Family. I don't know what the name of it was, but it lasted an hour. It was REALLY good. I guess I could look it up, but I'm too lazy/tired right now.
I guess I could go to sleep, huh? Or I could read some columns on ch.com.
I also watched a show on ABC-Family. I don't know what the name of it was, but it lasted an hour. It was REALLY good. I guess I could look it up, but I'm too lazy/tired right now.
I guess I could go to sleep, huh? Or I could read some columns on ch.com.
The Looming Truth
I checked my countdown today...7 months, 2 weeks, and 1 day until MAHS Graduation. This is freaking me the fuck out. It all started last week, when I was informed that we were having a Senior meeting to get out measurements for our caps and gowns and information about invitations. Holy Cow. I thought we did that stuff next semester. This is killing me.
I really thought that I would be ready for this, but I don't think I am. Granted, I have 7 months, 2 weeks and 1 day to get ready for this. UGH.
My brother comes home this weekend, for, like, 11 days. I'm not sure how I feel about that, either. I get excited when my brother calls, I'm just not sure how I'm gonna take him using my computer when he doesn't ask me, and rummaging through my stuff while I'm at school. Hopefully, this will be a good trip for him. If not, he won't be back 'til Christmas.
While my brother's in town, I think we're going to go to Surry and see if I can go ahead and sign up for a night class (or two) to take next semester. I'm also scared about this. No one is going to be there with me. There will be no one to hold my hand. But, I'm not doing this for anyone else, I'm doing this for me. I screwed up in high school, and that's why I have to go to Surry. So I really shouldn't worry about what other people are going to think. But, I always do.
Last night, I posted about how I wanted to de-clutterfy my room. Well, today, I tried. I really did. I got up, took a shower, and started my laundry. I kinda left my room to be cleaned after I was going good on my homework. Well, I wrote an article for the paper (ohh yeah, the paper FINALLY came out Thurs!!! YAY!!) and then I just kinda chilled. I went shopping with mom for a "little while" which turned out to be almost 3 hours. But, I got a new skirt, and a dress that she thinks I should wear for Grad. Greeeeaaaat.
So, I guess that I really should put away my laundry, and attempt to get some work done on my English Paper....Or I could make a new cd because my old one's getting kinda dated...
PS - look forward to a new grammar lesson soon!!!
I really thought that I would be ready for this, but I don't think I am. Granted, I have 7 months, 2 weeks and 1 day to get ready for this. UGH.
My brother comes home this weekend, for, like, 11 days. I'm not sure how I feel about that, either. I get excited when my brother calls, I'm just not sure how I'm gonna take him using my computer when he doesn't ask me, and rummaging through my stuff while I'm at school. Hopefully, this will be a good trip for him. If not, he won't be back 'til Christmas.
While my brother's in town, I think we're going to go to Surry and see if I can go ahead and sign up for a night class (or two) to take next semester. I'm also scared about this. No one is going to be there with me. There will be no one to hold my hand. But, I'm not doing this for anyone else, I'm doing this for me. I screwed up in high school, and that's why I have to go to Surry. So I really shouldn't worry about what other people are going to think. But, I always do.
Last night, I posted about how I wanted to de-clutterfy my room. Well, today, I tried. I really did. I got up, took a shower, and started my laundry. I kinda left my room to be cleaned after I was going good on my homework. Well, I wrote an article for the paper (ohh yeah, the paper FINALLY came out Thurs!!! YAY!!) and then I just kinda chilled. I went shopping with mom for a "little while" which turned out to be almost 3 hours. But, I got a new skirt, and a dress that she thinks I should wear for Grad. Greeeeaaaat.
So, I guess that I really should put away my laundry, and attempt to get some work done on my English Paper....Or I could make a new cd because my old one's getting kinda dated...
PS - look forward to a new grammar lesson soon!!!
Sunday, October 10, 2004
How Bazaar...
I've decided, that my room is entirely too cluttered. I have stuff EVERYWHERE. In my bathroom, alone, I have a TON of junk. Just stuff that I've accumulated over the years, that wouldn't fit into my room. Ha. My room is horrible for clutter. I have a bulletin board covered in old movie tickets, random awards, and other random stuff. I have three little boards with pictures all over them. I have a bookshelf with hardly any books, just stuff. I have drawers and a cabinet with stuff on them. My computer desk, geez. Don't get me started. I don't see how I get ANYTHING done with this much crap around it. My room is also NEVER clean. I always have something on the floor. Most of the time, it's clothes. I have clothes strone everywhere in my room right now. I have purses that I've used this weekend, my outline for my Shadowing Paper, and crap from my bag that I cleaned out yesterday, all at my feet.
What makes this worse, I have a TON of homework to get done. Yes, I know, I'm a procrastinator. And, I know that I COULD have stayed in this weekend and gotten some of it done, but how much fun would I have missed out on?!
So, today, I'm going to concentrate on doing ym laundry, my two papers for English, my articles for Journalism (due Wed....shit shit!), my work for World History, and I have some trig to do...But I don't really feel like breaking into the school and going to my locker to get it to do it. I also REALLY wanna de-clutterfy this pig sty that I live in.
OK, so, to make up for rambling on, and on, and ON about this...I give you, SOMETHING CORPORATE!
Little - SC
Climbing out of the sky a man who could fly
And a painting anyone could play
It's a comic book crush that taught you to trust
Staring out of the stands at a rock n' roll band
And a hero no one else could save
It was never much but it's all that you gave
And I wonder if you wonder, or did your stars finally explode?
Did the thunder pull you underneath the haze?
I'm amazed, than I let go
Little minds let little games burn big old dreams with little flames
And you don't think I understand
Little holes in parachutes won't leave you falling
If they do, it's because you want to land
Climbing out of his chair to fix the T.V. glare is a man
But no one knows he's there
It's a Dramamine dream that kept them alive but lost
She's got her plastic friends and a brand new Benz and she laughs
Hell, sometimes life ain't fair
It's a comic book crush that got them nowhere
And I wonder if you wonder, or did your stars finally explode?
Did the thunder pull you underneath the haze?
I'm amazed, than I let go
Little minds let little games burn big old dreams with little flames
And you don't think I understand
Little holes in parachutes won't leave you falling
If they do, it's because you want to land
These elevator doors are closing again you leave before I planned
I taste you walking down the hall
You left your perfume on the nightstand
HOW effing scary/sad is it that we're ordering Caps and Gowns and Graduation invitations this week??
What makes this worse, I have a TON of homework to get done. Yes, I know, I'm a procrastinator. And, I know that I COULD have stayed in this weekend and gotten some of it done, but how much fun would I have missed out on?!
So, today, I'm going to concentrate on doing ym laundry, my two papers for English, my articles for Journalism (due Wed....shit shit!), my work for World History, and I have some trig to do...But I don't really feel like breaking into the school and going to my locker to get it to do it. I also REALLY wanna de-clutterfy this pig sty that I live in.
OK, so, to make up for rambling on, and on, and ON about this...I give you, SOMETHING CORPORATE!
Little - SC
Climbing out of the sky a man who could fly
And a painting anyone could play
It's a comic book crush that taught you to trust
Staring out of the stands at a rock n' roll band
And a hero no one else could save
It was never much but it's all that you gave
And I wonder if you wonder, or did your stars finally explode?
Did the thunder pull you underneath the haze?
I'm amazed, than I let go
Little minds let little games burn big old dreams with little flames
And you don't think I understand
Little holes in parachutes won't leave you falling
If they do, it's because you want to land
Climbing out of his chair to fix the T.V. glare is a man
But no one knows he's there
It's a Dramamine dream that kept them alive but lost
She's got her plastic friends and a brand new Benz and she laughs
Hell, sometimes life ain't fair
It's a comic book crush that got them nowhere
And I wonder if you wonder, or did your stars finally explode?
Did the thunder pull you underneath the haze?
I'm amazed, than I let go
Little minds let little games burn big old dreams with little flames
And you don't think I understand
Little holes in parachutes won't leave you falling
If they do, it's because you want to land
These elevator doors are closing again you leave before I planned
I taste you walking down the hall
You left your perfume on the nightstand
HOW effing scary/sad is it that we're ordering Caps and Gowns and Graduation invitations this week??
Saturday, October 09, 2004
My LAST vocab story for Mrs. Ridolfi!!!!
I needed to get a head-start on my mound of homework. So, I started tonight when I got back from the movies (I saw Ladder 49 and EVERYONE should go see it!!! It's good!!)
John Jingleheimer (or J.J. as his peers called him) was very prone to pursuing and rejuvenating the reluctant plan to revise the ritual that took place every year. Some could argue and retaliate against the changes. After all, the original plan was very robust; but could stand a few rudimentary changes.
J.J. walked into the senior meeting, head held high. He could see that his peers were skeptical of his new changes to the tradition that had been going on for over 40 years. When John's name was called to present his idea to the rest of his class, he took his place on the stage to begin explaining his new idea. J.J. had decided that for his new plan to suffice, he would have to make a suitable presentation. J.J. was a bit nervous. So, to terminate his nervous feelings, J.J. told a few jokes.
After J.J. had finished his short presentation, he starred at his peers infront of him. No one could really tell what anyone else was thinking about these new ideas.
Suddenly, one student began to applaud J.J.'s plan. Then, in a tumultuous action, the rest of the senior class rose to their feet! Everyone was cheering for the new plan. It was clearly unanimous; a new senior prank would be "pulled" on their beloved high school.
In the urban city of Nombersakle, Mississippi one Senior Class would go down in history for changing the vague format for senior pranks at Bertha Manalciple High School. To venerate J.J. for his awesome new ideas, the Senior Class decided to verify this day as John Jacob Jingleheimer Shmit Day, as it was his full name.
So, with a new plan in mind, the vicarious Senior Class marched into the vicinity of the school grounds. It was vital now, that all seniors participating in the Senior Prank continue their vivid actions through this prank on their school.
The prank went off without a hitch. It was beautiful, and all masterminded by J.J.
When J.J. went off to college, his crazy prank ideas became a vocation. He was a true mastermind.
Also, Mount Airy beat Starmount tonight!!! Thank GOODNESS the kicker lost it on his last kick!
John Jingleheimer (or J.J. as his peers called him) was very prone to pursuing and rejuvenating the reluctant plan to revise the ritual that took place every year. Some could argue and retaliate against the changes. After all, the original plan was very robust; but could stand a few rudimentary changes.
J.J. walked into the senior meeting, head held high. He could see that his peers were skeptical of his new changes to the tradition that had been going on for over 40 years. When John's name was called to present his idea to the rest of his class, he took his place on the stage to begin explaining his new idea. J.J. had decided that for his new plan to suffice, he would have to make a suitable presentation. J.J. was a bit nervous. So, to terminate his nervous feelings, J.J. told a few jokes.
After J.J. had finished his short presentation, he starred at his peers infront of him. No one could really tell what anyone else was thinking about these new ideas.
Suddenly, one student began to applaud J.J.'s plan. Then, in a tumultuous action, the rest of the senior class rose to their feet! Everyone was cheering for the new plan. It was clearly unanimous; a new senior prank would be "pulled" on their beloved high school.
In the urban city of Nombersakle, Mississippi one Senior Class would go down in history for changing the vague format for senior pranks at Bertha Manalciple High School. To venerate J.J. for his awesome new ideas, the Senior Class decided to verify this day as John Jacob Jingleheimer Shmit Day, as it was his full name.
So, with a new plan in mind, the vicarious Senior Class marched into the vicinity of the school grounds. It was vital now, that all seniors participating in the Senior Prank continue their vivid actions through this prank on their school.
The prank went off without a hitch. It was beautiful, and all masterminded by J.J.
When J.J. went off to college, his crazy prank ideas became a vocation. He was a true mastermind.
Also, Mount Airy beat Starmount tonight!!! Thank GOODNESS the kicker lost it on his last kick!
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
*sniffle sniffle*
The title for this blog holds two purposes.
One, last night, I went to see The Notebook at the "DT" (Downtown Cienema). Holy Cow. I read the book a while ago, so I knew how it ended and all. But hell, that movie was SOOO good. It was on again tonight, but I couldn't go (more about that later) but it's also on Wed. too. So, I think I'll try to make it to that one. I have to make sure I bring some more kleenex this time..
Second, I am getting sick. I can actualy feel the cold germs invading my body. Slapping around my good, healthy cells and making them weak. Mean germs.
I've had a headache today, and I've taken three tylenol and two day quils. Before I go to bed, I'm taking a swig of nite quil. Ugh..
Now, I'm off to perfect (phh, right) my part for English tomorrow (The Canterbury Tales) and get some much, needed rest.
One, last night, I went to see The Notebook at the "DT" (Downtown Cienema). Holy Cow. I read the book a while ago, so I knew how it ended and all. But hell, that movie was SOOO good. It was on again tonight, but I couldn't go (more about that later) but it's also on Wed. too. So, I think I'll try to make it to that one. I have to make sure I bring some more kleenex this time..
Second, I am getting sick. I can actualy feel the cold germs invading my body. Slapping around my good, healthy cells and making them weak. Mean germs.
I've had a headache today, and I've taken three tylenol and two day quils. Before I go to bed, I'm taking a swig of nite quil. Ugh..
Now, I'm off to perfect (phh, right) my part for English tomorrow (The Canterbury Tales) and get some much, needed rest.
Monday, October 04, 2004
Friday, October 01, 2004
Knapsack Straps
HAHA. Say that five times fast!
I'm mad at Coach Belton. He was out of class today, but just OUR class. So, he left us a quiz to take. It wasn't so bad, but it took Blood almost the ENTIRE TIME to finish it. So we couldn't talk until he finished; even though he didn't care. Ugh. We also had Mrs. Coone for a sub. Mrs. Coone and I don't get along too well, so it was a LONG first period. A LONG class with me giving her hell.
English was ok. We read the Wife of Bath tale today, and Mrs. R assigned parts, but left out the part of the old, ugly woman. So when we got to her part, she asked me to read. Ugh. It wouldn't have been too bad if she had given me warning that my part was three pages long. I did, however, get to bless out Kenan for being an asshole, and I also got to turn into a beautiful YOUNG lady at the end. HAHA!
WH was so-so. We took 3 pages of notes, and did some bookwork. I learned that my average in there is around a 94. Ohh yeah!
Lunch, I was in journalism, listening to Mrs. Carson ramble on.
Fourth, I was subjected to even MORE rambling. Whatareyagonnado? The Paper is almost done, and I think it goes to print tomorrow. Praise Allah!
Babysitting was ok. I fell asleep, AGAIN. I left, went to Subway, came home, then went to Wally World not too long ago. Hopefully, I won't have to be back anytime soon.
The first Pres. Debate is over. Kerry sounded like a jackass jerk, and Bush pronounced "Kim Lee" (the leader of North Korea) 5 different ways. He also seemed to get distracted by the little light that flashed when their time was getting close. The future of our nation, ladies and gents.
Weezer - Keep fishin'
You'll never be
A better Kind
If you don't leave
(the world)
The world behind
Waste my days, (waste my days)
It Drown aways (drown aways)
It's just the thought of you
In love with someone else
It breaks my heart to see you hangin' from your shelf
You'll never do
The things you want
If you don't move
(and get)
And get a job
Waste my days, (waste my days)
Drown aways (drown aways)
It's just the thought of you
In love with someone else
It breaks my heart
To see you hangin' from your shelf
Oh girl when I'm in love with you
Keep fishin' if you feel it's true
There's nothing much that we can do
To save you from yourself
Waste my days,(waste my days)
It Drown aways (drown aways)
It's just the thought of you
In love with someone else
It breaks my heart
To see you hangin' from a shelf
Oh girl when I'm in love with you
Keep fishin' if you feel it's true
There's nothing much that we can do
To save you from yourself
You'll never be
A better kind
You'll never be
A better kind
Waste my days (ohhh)
Waste my days (ohhh)
Waste my days (ohh whoo)
Waste my days (ohhh)
Waste my days (ohh whoo)
Waste my days
I'm mad at Coach Belton. He was out of class today, but just OUR class. So, he left us a quiz to take. It wasn't so bad, but it took Blood almost the ENTIRE TIME to finish it. So we couldn't talk until he finished; even though he didn't care. Ugh. We also had Mrs. Coone for a sub. Mrs. Coone and I don't get along too well, so it was a LONG first period. A LONG class with me giving her hell.
English was ok. We read the Wife of Bath tale today, and Mrs. R assigned parts, but left out the part of the old, ugly woman. So when we got to her part, she asked me to read. Ugh. It wouldn't have been too bad if she had given me warning that my part was three pages long. I did, however, get to bless out Kenan for being an asshole, and I also got to turn into a beautiful YOUNG lady at the end. HAHA!
WH was so-so. We took 3 pages of notes, and did some bookwork. I learned that my average in there is around a 94. Ohh yeah!
Lunch, I was in journalism, listening to Mrs. Carson ramble on.
Fourth, I was subjected to even MORE rambling. Whatareyagonnado? The Paper is almost done, and I think it goes to print tomorrow. Praise Allah!
Babysitting was ok. I fell asleep, AGAIN. I left, went to Subway, came home, then went to Wally World not too long ago. Hopefully, I won't have to be back anytime soon.
The first Pres. Debate is over. Kerry sounded like a jackass jerk, and Bush pronounced "Kim Lee" (the leader of North Korea) 5 different ways. He also seemed to get distracted by the little light that flashed when their time was getting close. The future of our nation, ladies and gents.
Weezer - Keep fishin'
You'll never be
A better Kind
If you don't leave
(the world)
The world behind
Waste my days, (waste my days)
It Drown aways (drown aways)
It's just the thought of you
In love with someone else
It breaks my heart to see you hangin' from your shelf
You'll never do
The things you want
If you don't move
(and get)
And get a job
Waste my days, (waste my days)
Drown aways (drown aways)
It's just the thought of you
In love with someone else
It breaks my heart
To see you hangin' from your shelf
Oh girl when I'm in love with you
Keep fishin' if you feel it's true
There's nothing much that we can do
To save you from yourself
Waste my days,(waste my days)
It Drown aways (drown aways)
It's just the thought of you
In love with someone else
It breaks my heart
To see you hangin' from a shelf
Oh girl when I'm in love with you
Keep fishin' if you feel it's true
There's nothing much that we can do
To save you from yourself
You'll never be
A better kind
You'll never be
A better kind
Waste my days (ohhh)
Waste my days (ohhh)
Waste my days (ohh whoo)
Waste my days (ohhh)
Waste my days (ohh whoo)
Waste my days
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