Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I got this from Kathryn:

I am: ready for December...I hate my classes.
I know: I don't know anything...my life is very up-in-the-air right now.
I want: to know something good is around the corner.
I Have: the best friends in the whole wide world....near and far!
I dislike: school.
I miss: I never thought I would say this, but I miss home a tiny bit...and I can't get there until Thanksgiving...
I feel: stressed...very stressed
I hear: the t.v.
I smell: nada...my nose is stuffy.
I crave: alone time.
I cry: not often enough...but when I do, it's at baaaaaaaaad times.
I search: for answers to meaningless school assignments.
I wonder: if it's going to get better soon.
I regret: too many things to type.
I love: my friends!
I care: about my hall...even though they don't think I do.
I worry: about the debt I'm getting into while in school.
I remember: how things were...
I believe: that I need some direction.
I dance: when I drink.
I don't: want to do school work.
I argue: even when I could be wrong.
I write: too many papers.
I win: a million dollars?
I lose: my mind.
I wish: I had someone to share my life with (romantically).
I listen: not in class.
I can usually be found: um...I'm MIA all the time.
I am scared: that I will never be happy.
I need: money!
I forget: anything I learned in classes after I take the final exams.
I am happy: when the weekend arrives.






Too much going on these past few weeks to post about.

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

I stole this from Kathryn:

1. Do you like blue cheese? Si!
2. Have you ever smoked a cigarette? Yes...never again.
3. Do you own a gun? No...I hate guns.
4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? I always get a Cherry Limeaide.
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointment? Depends on the doctor...the regualr doctor no, dentist YES.
6. What do you think of hot dogs? I don't.
7. Favorite Christmas Song? "At Christmas" by Hanson...and "Step into Christmas" by Elton John...and Dolly Parton's "Hard Candy Christmas." (it's really hard for me to pick just one...but those are the top three)
9. Can you do push-ups? Yes! 20 before I fall down...but these are girly pushups.
10. What is your favorite movie? Really? Um...if I had to name just one..it would be High Fidelity..but I really don't think this is a fair question.
11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My blue ring...every woman in my family has one...and I wear it everyday.
12. Favorite hobby? Zoning out to music, and playing ping pong.
13. Do you work with people who idolize you? Doubt it...but I idolize some of my co-workers.
14. Do you have ADD? Severely.
15. What's one trait that you hate about yourself? Sometimes I can be a bubble buster, and I hate being sympathetic to people I don't believe really deserve it, or who I feel are faking it.
16. What's your middle name? Lynn.
17. Name three thoughts at this moment: 1) I really don't want to study for my accounting midterm, 2) I really wish a certain someone would come by my room about now, 3) I wonder what we're going to talk about in my meeting later.
18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday: Doritos, cookies, gum.
19. Current worry right now? Passing my accounting midterm.
21. Current hate right now? The fact that it's not Fall Break yet.
22. Favorite place to be? Swing, hammock or rocking chair.
23. How did you bring in the New Year? Ugh. With someone I didn't want to.
24. Where would you like to go? At the moment? London. Or Paris. Crap, this is a hard question.
25. Name three people who will complete this? No one reads this thing.
26. Whose answer do you want to read the most? No one reads this thing.
27. What color shirt are you wearing? I'm wearing a dress... a teal one!
28. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? Who doesn't?
29. Can you whistle? Yeah.
30. Favorite color? Teal/Sea foam.
31. Would you be a pirate? I converted my facebook to Pirate Language...that's as close as I'll get.
32. What songs do you sing in the shower? Nada.
33. Favorite girl's name? Gwendolin.
34. Favorite boy's name? AVERY! (I LOVE that name!)
35. What's in your pocket right now? No pockets.
36. Last thing (Person) that made you laugh? Eric at dinner.
37. Best bed sheets as a child? Probably something with Teddy Bears or something equally girly...it's been a while.
38. Worst injury you've ever had? I broke my leg once. That sucked.
39. What is your favorite snack? At the moment, Doritos.
40. Favorite thing to do on Sundays? Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
41. Who is your loudest friend? Bre.
42. How many dogs do you have? Nada...but I want one.
43. Does someone have a crush on you? I know someone who does.
45. What is your favorite book? Anything by Nick Hornby, Judy Blume, or Mitch Albom.
46. What is your favorite candy? Reeses
47. What is your favorite sports team? N.C. State Wolfpacks!
48. What song do you want played at your funeral? I'll have to get back to you on that one.
49. What were you doing 12 AM last night? Paper writing, talking to suitemates/Stephen/Residents, listening to the UNC Clefhangers on youtube.
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO and I've gotta go to the bathroom."

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Every night
When he leaves me
for her
My heart breaks a little more.
And one day
I'm afraid
I won't be able
to put it back anymore.































Listen to "That's What Sarah Said" by Death Cab for Cutie...is love really watching someone die?

Tuesday, September 23, 2008




"Marching Bands Of Manhattan"

If I could open my arms
And span the length of the isle of Manhattan,
I'd bring it to where you are
Making a lake of the East River and Hudson
If I could open my mouth
Wide enough for a marching band to march out
They would make your name sing
And bend through alleys and bounce off all the buildings.

I wish we could open our eyes
To see in all directions at the same time
Oh what a beautiful view
If you were never aware of what was around you
And it is true what you said
That I live like a hermit in my own head
But when the sun shines again
I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in.

Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound

But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown [4x]

Your love is gonna drown [4x]
Your love is gonna...

Friday, September 12, 2008

Wake me up
when September
ends.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Why can't a guy just like a girl and ask her out and be happy?

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Opportunity

What if you thought that you were perfect for something...and then you were never given a chance to prove that you were?



I'm lucky enough to have been given two AMAZING opportunities and I cannot wait to see what's going to come of them.



First...I'm an RA...and call me a dork, but I'm SOOO proud of myself for this accoplishment.

Second...this morning I was given a bid to join Alpha Xi Delta Sorority...and I've been smiling all day.


I know how lucky I am, and I am going to make the MOST of it!!

Saturday, August 30, 2008

I want this more than I've ever wanted anything in my entire life.









Whoa. What should I do about this?

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

It happend again.

Back story:

I'm in a Human Resorce Management class right now with my most favoritest teacher at UNCA, Dr. Cole.

Dr. Cole is Irish...which just makes him fun.

In my HRM class, there are two international students; one from Denmark and one from Germany.

Today in class, we were talking about fear in the work place. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Is it a motivator or a freezer?

Dialogue:

Dr. Cole: "It's interesting that we have a student from Denmark in class...during the second world war, the Danes were concerned about their food. They were afraid that if the Nazis took over Denmark.."

The German Guy: "I'm sorry"

The class: "HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"



Seriously...the funniest thing ever. We never got back on topic...we could NOT stop cracking up.




Ok...soon maybe I'll write about my life.